A phenomenology of occupancy / cathexis / refusal

The Malacto-
Phylegerii
of Spirit

He comes here and comes there, roaming from home to home: a biological being starved not merely of food, but of being itself.

PROPERTY OF NO INTERIOR
The Malacto-Man standing outdoors in a dark shirt

Fig. 1 — The roaming appetite

00 / Before the TrespasserThe SES world that produces him

The Shared Experiential Space begins as a bridge across the intrapsychic gulf: Hosts and Trespassers can share sensory, emotional and psychological reality. After the Predictat world is ruptured by the DoTarK and linear time contracts into a remnant sixty seconds, Ron Q. Dandelionne rises from holoscopic theorist to governor of the damaged order. Through the Ministry of Temporal Auditing, he measures, revises and polices a reality in which memory, identity and before-and-after can no longer be trusted.

The Malacto-Man is one of the SES's characteristic consequences: a trespasser produced when another person's inwardness becomes a place to enter, a packet to trade and a surface to overwrite. Starved not merely of food but of being itself, he roams from home to home seeking substance in borrowed interiors.

Pt. 1 / Unhappy Endings

The Valence
Accident

The Valence Accident

It can be understood as the moment the home expels its new occupant, not through hostility—but through resemblance. The space has become him, and nothing horrifies the Trespasser more than seeing his stain rendered architectural. To amend David Foster Wallace's joke at the expense of postmodern literature, "When is a home not a home?" When it is a funhouse." Here we'll say that you could, if you needed to, make your home in a funhouse, it would just be very confusing.

But a home

is most curtisianly

not the home

of the noonday hour

Peyton Farquahar projects in our death-evasion Dreams

but the 𝓃ℴ𝒽ℴ𝓂 hour,

upon The Ninth روز نهم

Day

upon The Ninth طبقهٔ نهم

Floor,

where our

overseers LudoViconianly

Lidlacked

us into watching

Beethoven'sNinth روز نهم

Night and Fog of war

made necessarنهم

by our forgetfulness, and so to forsake all forgetting he arranges the space to look like anybody else, and so he enlists the in-built SES environmental imagery generator, and while he could simply do the beach from Strawberry Mansion, the beach where **dialog**, promises have been made, and the Malacto Man has invested some of his hard fiatete'd courancy, so he can't resist adding a picture or two of his own porticular Girl from the Red River Shore, he can't resist the Jazz Age feeling setting in the EIG, and so he gets nothing but muck, if he's lucky. And if he's not, by viewing his own interior through borrowed optics

The GeiStatutory

Meaning of Being

Disappears

Precisely as it Appears

and this is the enormous Source of

The Twine-Tongue'd Cannibals'

Engorge-Us Sorrows

1.1 The Valence Accident

As Ron remarked in his Fear Side Chat intended to acknowledge the by then-widely acknowledged Valence Accident. Ron caterwauled in his usual CacophonEcholilac way of deceiving the listener into thinking oh it's just mo'Ron again I'll nod like I know the score.

Make Shorter, Friend, My Time of dread contrition

How does it feel?

To finally Get Clear,

and so “By every ramble in this solitude"

you roam from home to home in your role as Highwayman

thinking you'll meet the right gal

one of the damaged ones, who desires the occupation.

a dark space. like a storage area by the water heater

you convert to your sunroom but spaces that will finally let you.

come in from the cold and experience co-habitation,

finally catching you up with your romantic brother superior, Cro-Magnon Man

“Vile profligate," think knot such thoughts, "BeTake thee hence!”

"Swell up to girth divine

with mystic rapture,"

grasp bird's nests"

As The Guest arrives — not remotely expecting welcome, but as a raider out for a dispossessive nocturne — he discovers himself dispossessed in turn. In that instant of shared being, he realizes what he had half-known all along: The Castle, The Seventh Castle he thought he'd glimpsed in his secreted-away readings of Teresa of Avila, “kept him at a distance, as if it were unwilling to accept responsibility for him.” And not only is the house not wanting him, but even if he wanted the House, it has already been GGFearclosed UponGG

A Residence of Ultimate Ruin.

This is a form of spiritual foreclosure where the triumphant entry is actually a displacement

precisely when

REM sleep

becomes possible

while all that's

progressively-Made

squeezable out of

ossification saquettSƎS

Deprivesthe once-

nearby-parciple words

'I love you' of their

hiStereocaI meaniNg

and replaces them with

adistinctlymocking

Topology of the ArtificaI.

This empathy we'd all advocated for, yet so few could continue calling unto themselves once it was understood, allowed, by the necessity for this endlessly exceeding and so literally selflessly, accidentally like Andrei Sator, fundamentally resentfully, yet supply and syrupy, like Burroughs talking asshole, once the lame jokes grow thin they start insisting they be kissed, mentally, and if the host then squirmed like some Salierian sister to a prominent Jewish scientist squirming away from the sweet flutterings of Greedy Eddy's tongue, they look for some corner of the shared experience for

The Silver Shapes of some Anterior Age arndt3227

as Ron remarked in his Fear Sade Chat preceding and so Echolaliac SorcerRon theorists believer, pre-seeding, The Valence Accident,

Where she might find "the Luxuries of Innocent Evasion" arndt299-3300

to evade the Malacto-Man's serpentine, eagerly-flick(N)ering tongue; well, when The Host was being "self-centred" or "stand offish" or "haughty-taughty" or "hubristic" about all this beautiful kissing The Malacto-Man had to expunge from his soul, somehow; well, then the good offices of Ron's MTA had bestowed upon the Trespasser, a little like Downtown Dan The Left Hand Man, a mandate to rough them up a bit, not physically as Downtown Dan The Left Hand Man was made to by The Old Man, for there is no physicality in the shared experiential embrace. Meaning The Malacto-Man fulfilled his MTA mandate by accessing so as to alteri₸é the ggComfort Seedings.GG of this loathed other refusing to play the lovedmother's

Access to someone's set of settings allows for sinister meddlings worse than any Time Monkeying, so often asserts The Wastrell when he's 20 ounces into his herbed liquers.

"Imagine changing the key to The Song of Myself," shouts The Time Wastrell MacLeod 'Catfish' Estaire, "Sometimes by dressing in the other's clothes, other times,—no different than times like these," my brother in poetic charms reddening a little upon realizing he has rhymed the times, and so he tries to lean in to it, intentionElleY "and not for the last time," for there have been other times than these Modern Times, these Times We've Known—and he goes on like that for a while, but eventually gets to the lone novel point of this particular diatribe:

"By talking in the other's voice, The Trespasser and Host alike, we're ggbitaking en the other's choiceGG", a rare line of The Wastrell that AAHD would co-opt for her own vandalistic practise rather than the other way around, Macleod having taken so much from her, so awful much.

Because the users of The SES were stripped of their status as agents what with:

That pechescry old de-Privatization of Interiorite

That chesty Contaminating Slicedness of Samantha FoxY Spread popularly referred to as The Ricoeurant Stain.

**SD fusion of cover of symbolism of evil and peak samantha fox**

Those ESC key holdings of The Transparency Conditional no longer being held by the world,blank.

The Valence Accident was not a failure of the mind to track itself, but a failure of subject, and certainly the objectified host to be an agent. Without agency, there is no transparency; there is only "murk inside; murk outside".

The Valence Accident fails from its treatment of the "minimal self" as a dynamic layer that can be toGGled via conditional transparency, much like Ron's use of HEX codes to mask "no data" states in his Power BI Hecate searches on Melons Tube. By applying a technical transparency conditional to consciousness, The SES attempted to automate the "seeing through" of the subjective pane to reach a shared, stereoscopic reality. However, this ignored the essential "proviso" of agency; without a stable, private agent at the helm, the "for-me-ness" of experience doesn't become a window—it becomes a "crack in the windshield." Instead of a cleaner report of shared humanity, the system produced a permanent "wound yield," where the subjects were rendered invisible but the "mental paint" of their trauma remained as a contaminated, irreducible smear.

This ontological collapse turned the "Invisible Man" fantasy of The SES into a "decades-long" nightmare of murk. In Ron’s data fields, transparency is used to hide what is missing, but in The SES, it was used to force a presence that the "minimal self" could not sustain. Because the users were stripped of their status as agents—the very "interferonanistic" shield that defines a subject—the transparency thesis failed as a Normative Conception of Agency. Failed to reach the requirements of audit resulting not in a "clear report" but a "feeding trough" of

sharded, unowned

but also

snared, unowed

experiences. The "missing are" indeed the "missing" because the system deleted the agentic horizon required to perceive them, leaving only a "Locked-in Sinthome" where the kissing and the killing are indistinguishable because the missing are missing, the missing drives are missing, the missing itself is missing, i.e., nothing left to covet without a private self to provide that sweet sweet jouisvalence.

The Code of Stain defines The Valence Accident not as a mechanical failure, but as the total

It occurs when the quantity of shared feelings transmutes into a qualitative collapse, stripping the subject of the ability to distinguish self from other, or pleasure from violation, making all emotional exchange a form of parasitical extraction.

The accident is precipitated by the erasure of the boundary between the “desired” (intimacy, connection) and the “less desirable” (intrusion, trauma). This merging creates a complex interference pattern where the “net response” is no longer an experience of the other, but an algebraic sum of stimuli that renders the subject unrecognizable to themselves, where both feel like they've been brought against their will to some Red Light District to be scopolamined by repeated doses of ggLate-Stage Cannabilistic Infratheftgg—a microscopic, ontological violation where seeing inside another Auto-Defiles them, and fills them with all The Hunger of an adult Catherine Denueve; The Hunger that drives men and yes even women to The Troughs; The Hunger borne as the unfacts of the fadograph are Going Clear as a polaroid of Repulsion's unseemly aura repeating the premise to the question, and to whom it pertains, but never knowing what it's about to mean...

The SES created a causal chaos where normative responses became impossible. If I feel your pain, but it is not registered as yours per se, or mine per se, then it becomes no one's, hence the frequent PC use of the term personne-Elle-y—

the French personne meaning no one,

Elle being The Protagonist of Hiroshima, Mon Amour,

and y the French where,

Here where with all of What Follows Left Behind could anticipate

a place: a there

a thing: an it

a situation: a temporal-existential is

but none of those are present because there is no situation in this Situation Consciously, hence The RabbitInous question posed to Scott Coffey, When you will tell it? And hence the reason he's loathe to answer, why he's saving it all for his big book. Because once he has, the only thing left to say will be:

There It Is": An Absence Unspeakable

as hearing that

Soon After Midnight.

There won't be a When"

and Long After Midnight

"there was not a what,"

Personne-Elle-λ

lacking coordinates

Where is it that you

think I meant?

[The audience laughs]

Nowhere was I?

Personne-Elle-λ

like answering

a Two-Way

communication device

like Harry Caul's

telephonetIcontigui☦é

The Conversation

by opening with the

nowcontroversial

"Hello, who is it?"

and from

The Other Side of What's Clear.

comes the Mocking

Vice of The Mystery Man.

"Sup bitch," he says, mock KruegerNg,

"It's just me,

the one who's doing it."

"That's right.

We've met before but

where was it exactly,

do you remember?"

And in the lack of response

you answer yourself

"I can almost seem to

remember

cornflowers,

morning glories

and Daisies."

I can almost see him too.

Except there's

Nobody⧞Now⌘her

and what's

Really Real is

PersonnEllƐŧƐ's End Again

But lacking co-ordinates. to the

de,

of the

term, of the

ist,

but not the

ico,

which many pronounce ego as if to renounce all they

--and since you can only turn your back on

even the vilest malactonianly they

in the way they have

always turned their backs---

all we

now loathed.

And hence the self-shame singing of the shame old stained song of myself, hence the birth of ggThe Deterministico-Doomrite Genre.gg

Deterministico-Doonrite Records often featured the worst distortations of The Girl From The Read Error-Shared. Here is a hit Sange-Elle b-Shared. Here is a hit Sange-Elle by The Ressurrected, Rabies Inflicted, Ranting and Raving Screechier than ever Dustin Diamond, a tough listen, even for the most-darkness allured and DoTarKness inured Pig Man.

What Arises from this?

Like the pain on a dirty streetcar at 8pm in the middle of February and everyone's sinews are tensed with bags of low-nutritional slop.

Like the feeling, "Oh I feel a predative mewling that is actually an algorithmic echo.

Like The Rabbits of Inland Empire...

what arises is the inabilite to form a justifiable reactive attitude.

The "unimprovable song" (gratitude/love) collapses because the structural conditions for gratitude—a free agent acting well toward me—are obliterated by the "stereoscopic univocity".

Zahavi notes that to be a subject is to exist in an experiential field as the "one to whom experiences are given", and the experiences are of "active transgression," of "the guilty will in its pure state," "the evil root of wicked premeditation" because "punishment, even when meted out by the city needs to be faced with a mystery of inquity." Hence The Valence Accident and its acausal credentialling of the need for (Barb/Ron/Palmer/Bob/Peck your poison) represents the perversion of the "transcendence of the other".

Because “if the scanner sees only darkly… we are cursed again,” and because the scanner can't help but see himself in what is indeed a shared experiential space, it is dotarkening quickly in here, for there is no "tragic blindness" to blame for "the error in going astray" secularized as "excusable fault" by reason of dissociation, and "distinct from being led astray by desire and being carried away by anger--what the scanner sees clear as the darkening day is "the intelligent will to evil for the sake of evil. "the evil root of wicked premeditation""

“Standing naked, in penance, but not before God,” and because The Scanner can't help but see himself in what is indeed a ⫷sͶared experientia⅃space⫸, it is DoTarKening quickly in here.

In AAD's rather aggressive spray-painting of ** strip club

The Subject-Object Enragement

a Hearing,

turns into an Arraignment,

of the very

the place

where we meeting

and in doing so

depleting

simply by greeting

Clive Wearing

where he's never really at,

right here on perverts row

where you'll find

MacLeod, reading his

Nice Derangement of Epistemes

The Code of Stain quotes P.F. Strawson's account of freedom to justify their belief that Hosts no longer wanted to abstain from stain, and that was not an apologetics towards the Code of Stain would be taking many great pains.

The distinction between free and unfree actions... itself rests on decisions we make based on normative considerations that we bring to them... Coerciveness in cause... and therefore the very ideas of freedom and responsibility are not things that we can come to grips with independently of noticing our own evaluative responses.

Thus the line between Trespasser and Trespassee, tenancy and opportunistic, ghoul and mirror ghost, was not so black and white. The ethical corrosion within the system is reciprocal: the Host as Trespasser dynamic, what some preferred to think of this as the ggMalacto-Mistress-Experiencegg ensures

universal contamination.

Once interiority is monetized, the host is compelled to perform; once private emotions became salable public signals, enterprising users began to practice sadness, curiosity, or cruelty to curate content for salable algorithmically-legible micro-events.

And So, Hosts, of course, were Trespassers too. It's not like having a desirable interiority to others meant you were so hot on it, yourself, having been mired in it for the entirite of all your livelong days.

And Lo, Hosts, oft-cursed, sought to automate their hosting responsibilities to avoid the ever-worsening burden of, for most, the already Rather-Quiet-Bad position of simply being there.

These hosts, trying to get ahead of The Conversation by Tippy HadronNg around the service requirements of The Director, these temporal ghosts Left Behind the Fallowing Away message, almost always fraudulent, always feigning the

Con-Aryan-nonchalance

Regarding Rape,

And so Fear-Gardening

a Nice Derangements of Epistemes

And a nice estrangement of

the Malactonian

Lear-Been Rejections

resulting in

Fear-Screen Projections,

Leering haphazardly towards

the moving picture industry's

FellatiOneiric Expectations

Understood by Malacto-men

as mirror protocol:

and that message

always read:

ggOut to Lunch til

Marny MourninGG

So add that to the list of indignities

herd before the cour

along with

Every Food Court Cleaving

and

Feudal Fairground’s Bereaving

Pré†ènd-U-In Self-Display.Pré†ènd-U-In Self-Display.

Pré†ènd-U-In

Self-Display.

Pré†ènd-U-In

Self-Display.

became a euphemism for when a Trespasser Trespassed upon someone running a sort of Greatest Interior Hits Compellation while themselves Trespassing on another.

This of course leads to the self-same singing of the GGsame stupid self-shaming songsGG and Pretend-U-In-Self-Display gives rise to a genre as violent and angry as it is popular:

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Sometimes the Too-Often Trespassed Upon would pay for hacks of their Occupiers and give Trespassing on them ggThe Old Collage TryGG, e.g., “How do you like it?”—type thing but this was rarely done more than once, as the Trespassory Places of Residence were:

Seldom all that

Finelley Furnished

FeeliNg Closer

to Ferally Famished

Too often Trespassers would get a cheap thrill out of the Arrival of the disgusted other he had plundered of sufficient spirit so as to grasp so corporeally what she was thinking in his mood room, thereby achieving nothing less than The End of GGthe Whole Mass of wHoly Erotic differance.GG

Hence what's so often being blared by GGThe Fear BarrelsGG and post-industrial-Pittsburgh-'78-style Eraserheadian enclaves outside The troughs populated by Malacto-Men, the

Which your ruin-of-the-Mill Malacto-Highwayman, who, having never had anything to get back, having only had the feeling of having missed out, or at the very least, having *been* had by a system rigged against them, and so who had never been too hung up on any one person's distinctive qualities, policy makers, understanding these debauches would not work as one way streets, or every Malacto-Malice in town would find themselves elbowing for room at The Last House on Dead End Street.

What he's been subconsciously practising his whole life—Substrate Manipulations—now circle the moody puddle his fellow Lobotomized Pig Men call their ever-lovin', e'er-roaming home.

And while foremoist amongst The Pig Man's utilitarian purpoSES is to disgust, to scare otherwise semi-decent people straight.

Despite their seneceaseless-submoral groupings, Durant sees the immense sadness of these Dib-Man-Dub Muriel graspings for The Time of Return, as being gropings towards that Jazz Age Feeling that denuded us then, but that's no matter, because tomorrow, harms stretched farther, the same old psychopathic story of Gatsby's one fine morning when he, too, The Consummate Malactonian Figure, might catch a glimpse of himself reflected in the gloss and the gravite weighting The Eyes of Dr. T.J. Eckleburg—and in that glimpse he might see that despite his every instinct to the contrary, he is, indeed loved, if not by Daisy, then at 'least' by some benevolent overseer.

This Selfsame Semantic Overproduction also requeries more and more topographic interventions to shape the body and mind to another's co-ordinates, as the auto-correcting of the brain proves correct at little but the inauguration of new umweltens—where every refusal is padded with overcompensating predicates.

He becomes the unwelcome custodian of a house that now resembles him too closely, a dwelling dwindling in size, its housing capacity increasingly claustrophobic by the endless coats of stains he's constantly applying in a desperate bid to finally get it clean. But it won't come clean. How can it? This is a domain whose slimy surface becomes a mirror, and Trespassers recoil from mirrors, meaning they aren't exactly the ideal market segment for Windex and Windex off-brands.

The paradox of this encounter is that possession feels like eviction. Once inside, the intruder no longer wants to stay. The room becomes intolerable precisely because it has adapted to him—his wants, his gaze, his hungers. The

architecture is sickening

a re-infection of his

estranged reflection

He experiences a horror specific to defilers: the room that once resisted him now resembles him, and this resemblance forces him to evacuate.

The Malacto Man feels

'his' prick again

marking him the

two-way mayor

of a Devil Townhouse.

Thus, the so-called triumphant entry becomes a form of spiritual foreclosure. What he conquered is uninhabitable precisely because it has internalized his trace; the very contamination he sought to escape is his mode of entry, ensuring he'll be heading for the hills soon enough, only to discover that The Hills Have Eyes, as well as vestigial tails, namely those of his fellow Malacto-Mean Regressions, peering so far outward at what must seem to him a mirage of a healthy relationship to the desired other, that they always end up staring right back inside his Dirty Mansion of Muck.

And it is then that he realizes where he has always been destined, towards a subterranean place he's long been headed towards, has been headed there his whole life it's now apparent, even during his most optimistic bids for belonging that was the direction he'd travelled, the road he'd ho'd and root-Kitted, been destined to root, snuffle and mouth in a state of what Durant first describes in this sign of relatively high production cost that she replaced the sign on the window of Club Paradise with in 1998.

Customers on that day, and in the following week before the sign was removed by the at first perplexed, then miffed, and then murderously enraged mob-affiliated owners were also pamphleted by Durant herself, who no one knew from Atomic Nero at the time.

As if extending an olive-branch to the pre-seedy Malactoid man, the pamphlets read in sensible, non-sensational

"There also the curse," the pamphlet read, "that chains the generations together gives way to a new time and new gods; [...] at the same time that the age-old debt gives way to individual responsibility. This time can be a time of radical condemnation or a time for mercy. It is, then, a whole new temporal economy that is instituted: the laws of hereditary debt is broken ; everyone pays for his own faults, anyone can begin again, "come back to the eternal" but Club Paradise attendance seemed to increase in spite of this offer in the days and weeks to come

filled to the brim with the

Loss Retention SpeciouSESt's failing upon the realization

his mal securitization

by over inventorying

entropic bleed-through

of the Master THIEF

into the bikini Aisle, leading to the

"I'll halve to try that one myself," invented storytelliNg routine of having been oh you know

Hectored into doublespending the

retell field inthrough a

downward spiral of

running-in-as-us,

through Eveninsubstantial

Reorderings from

the matinee

to the prowl

rendeRon as

Always

Ever

Else.

not into, but around the

clown-world AspiriaI

through Cim-Rim-style

semi-urgent pain,

demiurgic anxiety

and take on hell itself,

to prevent what's worse

to the LP Officer

than this unquenced thirst:

his ruining of the

First Order financial principles and Financillary particles "inscribed

in the world in

letters of suffering"

and then in

Re-Ersed Order: ascribed in the n-world as

laters still buffering,

much like the

Rehearsed Orders of the dying day at the shareholderSƎS meting

out Financial Reportings of

Profit

Loss

Projections.

The Malacto-Mandate

What was deemed capable only of connecting “the ends, its exterior poles” of the self, of the Lost Home of our Old Seekings failed to account for the Malacto Man's Code of Stain.

And so with Every Nascent Love a Lack, the subject--my self, say--is Left Bereft, Left Behind in a-stare dwelling statelessly, dead reset on duelling their

“Dread of Impurity

Becoming Anticipatory

of Ethical Failure.”

Some examples of the Malacto-Man's dreads of impurity include

feeling the room adjust to him

noticing his own relief and hating it

feeling the surface yield

realizing he has become texture

sensing that nothing resisted him

the comfort that comes too fast

the thought: this should cost more

feeling chosen and knowing he forced the feeling by forcing the forgetting

finally understanding how the stain spreads both ways

Some examples of The Malacto Man's ethical failures include:

-cheat GGCodes of FeignGG [see appendix] allowing attachment escalated without recourse

-the impoverished or otherwise hard-luck hosts signing away interiority to expedite passage

the low confident hosts accepting indefinite review as intimacy

These go against the would-be penitentI-err-Y Malacto's search for purification through his own exposure, and his ability to convert confession into GGEmotionaLibidinalCathexicaI CourancyGG.

And so

letting the silence do the work

sensing that grace is unavailable here

and yet ironically impurifying layer after layer until stain seems the only sustainable frequency of existence.

And The Interior Castle's silence is a refusal, her refusal of him, his refusal of the fraudulent-felt-love's continuation, either way, “whether he was being expelled or admitted into the museumound free, and so in what would seem a positive development, The Malactophylegerii of Spirit found themselves no longer even wanting into the museumound. Not being the most comprehending sorts, they'd say things at their barrooms and fire barrels and molestational rape pits, “that museumound ain't all it cracked up to be. Trust me, I been in there,” by which they were saying, “I have been me, and I can't see the point of why I'd want to be. ”

Which turns what precedes the genre by 50 years but was always a deterministco-doom song Take a Chance on Me into

A market base forms around these frustrations. And so the MalactoMen, affix raincoats over their Clockwork phalli and greasestained Barb tshirts, sharpen their teeth, strengthened their jaws by mewing and engage in GGThe Raids of the Malacto-MenGG, victimizing hosts, Trespassers, even The Crossing Guard at Coxwell and Cosburn.

The name they gave to this procession of perversion was, "All of personhood."

This feedback loop leads many Malactos to briefly leave their various Miranda rites behind, for a spell, at least. And they begin to congregate at what is first hailed as a utilitarian containment yard, a little like how large cities allow a few shady after hours to run, or safe injection sites keep drug addicts not only from using dirty needles, but also contained in certain parts of the city where their furies cannot disturb those trying to enjoy the evening air on "a ferry boat across the sound."

These pens came to be called The Feeding Troughs due to the porcine consumptive patterns they prompted both in and out of their Dihensive Systems of Repulsion rather than attraction. Adjacent to The Troughs were ggThe Breeding Sewersgg, marketplaces essentially, where users flocked to consume ggUnsanitized Shame-Tracesgg, and where the truly Deranged could roll about, claiming to be cleaning themselves in the metaphorical muck of their fellow Pig Men. For if every refusal is the slow cancellation of

The Pig Man's Dignity,

the low concealment

of his favoured shames;

the slow predication

of all the

overcompensatory slop

this will pervade for other

Pig Men to muck

it up in,

surviving in this

dullness of mind,

The Code of Stain: An ode

to the Absent Sustain

OrientationWho is the Malacto-Man?

The Malacto-Man is the trespasser produced when the Shared Experiential Space makes another person's inwardness available as a place to enter, a packet to trade and a surface to overwrite. He is not merely hungry. He is a biological being starved of being itself, roaming from home to home because every borrowed interior promises the substance his own has failed to sustain.

In the Neolithic era, pastoralists scoured the landscape with livestock to convert grass into meat. In the era of the Shared Experiential Space, Malacto-Men scour the shared interior to convert the private sensations of Hosts into Cathexical Commodities. The breadwinner’s harvest site drifts to the Dread-Sinner’s final standing reserve: the divested inner sight of selfhood. Consciousness becomes tradeable packets of data, appetite becomes an economy, and what once belonged to the first person is made to behave like an object with an independence from the person feeling it.

The early promise of the SES was intimacy without distance. A person could be Host or Trespasser according to the vector of transmission, wearing the sensory, emotional and psychological reality of another. The bridge across the intrapsychic gulf did not end isolation. It made isolation commercially penetrable. Access to another’s Comfort Seedings made it possible to change the key to The Song of Myself: sometimes by dressing in the other’s clothes, sometimes by talking in the other’s voice. Trespasser and Host began bitaking in the other’s choice.

The Malacto-Man enters as raider rather than guest. He does not expect welcome, but he expects access. Yet every arrival also dispossesses him. The interior he enters has already been entered by his broken brethren; the castle keeps him at a distance, as if unwilling to accept responsibility for him. The room does not answer his hunger. It describes him. The object is increasingly and unceasingly described until the subject, too, begins to feel written by the predicates he thought he was gathering.

This is why the Malactophylegerii can boast that the museumound is not all it is cracked up to be: “Trust me, I been in there.” What he means is, I have been me, and I cannot see the point of why I would want to be. The Interior Castle’s silence is a refusal. He cannot tell whether he is being admitted to the museumound or expelled from it. He discovers no relieving treasure at the centre, only murk inside and murk outside: the Sedimentary Halls of Low-Cost Passage.

And so the roaming continues like any make-work job, accompanied by more moaning and groaning. The procession reaches Hosts, other Trespassers and even the Crossing Guard at Coxwell and Cosburn. Its participants call it “All of personhood.” It promises total access and produces no relation. It sees inside another, mistakes contiguity for union and calls administrative displacement empathy.

The Malacto-Man’s first lesson is learned at a threshold. Some thresholds ought not be transomed. The Trespasser crosses into a space only to discover that his entry began before he arrived: his intention has already entered; his appetite has already altered the room. Born ruined, a breach baby with SCREECH RABIES, he registers as contamination, a smear across the Host’s symbolic floorboards. The stain does not wait for contact. Pre-entry is enough.

From these raids came the containment pens later called the Feeding Troughs, named for the porcine patterns of consumption they prompted inside and outside the Dihensive Systems of REPULSION. Beside them grew the Breeding Sewers: marketplaces where users consumed Unsanitized Shame-Traces and the truly deranged rolled about claiming to clean themselves in the metaphorical muck of their fellow Pig Men. Packets of laughter and religious ecstasy had been available for some time. The hacked packets preferred humiliation, fear and the sensation of seeing one's own stain rendered architectural.

These High-Valence Packets were the last pulse of dopamine for a population desensitized by the collapse of linear time and the blurring of self with other. The SES called the extraction Late-Stage Cannibalistic Infratheft. Its consumers called it relief. Its result was the Index Crisis: identity unmappable, names no longer pointing to a single source, pleasure no longer distinguishable from violation. Quantity of shared feeling became a qualitative collapse of relational coherence.

Many Malacto-Men were lonely tradesmen—painters, house carpenters, oil riggers, a few odd Hegelians. They developed an ethics adequate to their appetite. They called it The Code of Stain: An Ode to the Absent Sustain.

Phenomenology of Spirit / the older Perversion papers

The self
as tenancy

The older manuscripts do not merely decorate the Malacto-Man with Hegel. They refit the movement of the Now into a movement of occupancy: Being is pointed out, entered, displaced and returned as a stack of other people's predicates.

Phenomenology §107

The Now

Point to the Now and it has already become what has been. Set that supersession aside and the Now returns—not as an immediate instant, but as a plurality of Nows held in a universal movement.

SES refitting §107

Being

“I assert that you are Being—you occupy the self. But I enter, and in entering, I displace you.” Identification becomes transaction. The predicate of selfhood changes hands and neither side remains immediate or stable.

01

You are

A self is posited. Entry converts recognition into a claim upon it.

02

You were

The occupied self is spoken as something superseded: an evacuated predicate.

03

I am not I

The occupier takes the other's Being and loses his own. Compound cathexis becomes auto-erasure.

Phenomenology §42 / the counterthrust

The subject thought it was gathering attributes.

Once the predicate becomes the substance, thinking can no longer roam at will. The Collector, the C: drive and the Holoscope all reach the same stoppage: the archive does not remain animated by its owner. It writes him. The subject becomes a storage medium for accumulated predicates, trapped inside someone else's Scantron.

A Self of this sort is many tenants. Each tenant is likewise only a tenant, never the landlord. Being is no longer a possession but a foreclosure.

The Holoscopic campaign / appeals to the Malacto-Man

Ron calls
the hunger

Ron rarely tells the Malacto-Man to stop. He gives the appetite a philosophy, a legal pathway and a clock. Each appeal turns an admitted failure into an Order of Operations.

Appeal I

The Remnant Time

“Why not angle for a beginning instead?” The final seconds are sold as morsels to savour, though cherishing one second only tears the scab from the Great Lost Love.

Appeal II

The Code of Feign

Comfort Seedings are rewritten toward felt love. Ron's rollout formula is blunt: Felt Affect is Felt Time. It works, and that is the horror.

Appeal III

The Malacto-Mandate

Read-rite becomes write privilege. The once-welcomed and the trespasser alike may alter the loathed other until she passes for some proximate of the loved mother.

Appeal IV

The Holoscopic Witness

Reality collapse is recast as a failure of vision. Only complete sight, Ron claims, can stabilize a fractured timeline; the ethical gap becomes a technical defect.

Appeal V

Confession as proof

Journals, browsing histories and model dialogues become public record. Exposure is offered as honesty's last arrow, and exhaustion is mistaken for absolution.

Thousands of pages / the public mostly refuses to finish

The Equivocations of the Malacto-Man

  1. Magnification creates blur.

    Blur demands closer inspection; inspection creates opportunity. The instrument is made to accept blame for the eye.

  2. Hope is a structural hazard.

    Optimism is accused of overbreathing the secondary lung of time, leaving fatalistic correction as the sole honest position.

  3. Indulgence neutralizes desire.

    Private drives are renamed vector influence and declared administratively inert once fully formalized.

  4. Exposure proves restraint.

    The more Ron discloses, the less anyone asks whether disclosure has changed the conduct it so elaborately describes.

  5. Every trace leads backward.

    Asked to justify the system, Ron retraces the morass until he is pulled into a new self-revelation and the rationale disappears.

Acath­exis / decathexis / psychological resistance

The Cope of the Grope of the Gaze of Cathexis

the grope of his gaze of cathexis

exceeds the scope of our

egoic rays of epiplexis

and so he refuses

the nope, to obey predilections


Wordrobes of the cabaret's iconoplexis

Disrobed by upraised apologetics

The grope rephased as anastomosis-exis

The soap refrained as hypnoplexis

There's hope rephased, suspiriplexis

Cathextographic relay / SWIM archive

Osrin at the Sardinaire

A glaucous blue filters the Balbec Bathhouse. Frame-locked strobes turn patterns over time opaque into the present. Osrin Eustice Dingley's neural-non-photonic SWIM system records the Malacto as soft-finned data harvesters, reading biological remnants and residual light through prosthetic tracers.

Along the Great Moody River, Osrin finds his own ID in the muck. The lamination flakes away; his waterlogged face detaches from the plastic backing—not erased, only displaced. What he calls entry is caught instead as an index of refraction: his image furtively reflected in the twin mirrors of another gaze.

At the Sardine Packing Floor, metal trays, confessionals and repeatable offences form a single production line. Three thousand iterations of Osrin's apology pass through the Just-In-Grime Re-Livery system. The adipose fin becomes a biological SWIM array, a trace-catcher skimming the ontological wake of the Other.

The soft fins explain the method: sudden stops, delicate adjustments, turns that do not cause ripples, entrances that do not trigger alarms. The Sardinaire is where the Malacto-Predicato Soft Frame Rate makes an operation indistinguishable from affective truth—and where Ariel finally says the footage will be called what it is.

Origins / reaction / the ascetic counter-order

The Stardsmen

Stardsmen are Malacto-Men who refuse to malacto. The appetite remains legible; what changes is the act. Refusal becomes their thin, comic and sometimes noble discipline.

Origin

Mustard, Perfect Mind

The noble Stardsman first appears in the old passages as the man who adds fifteen extra Sackets of Mustard to an already disgusting bacon double cheeseburger. The Stard Saquette is appetite reduced to a condiment: portable, finite, ridiculous and held outside the interior of another person.

Schism

The blended heresy

John Dewey Maille argued that the Stard lifestyle could be blended with the Malacto lifestyle—that a Stard Sacqueteer could enter the Troughs, submit to lobotomization and every whim, yet remain faithful to ascetic principles. The contradiction marks the boundary between refusal and a new alibi for appetite.

Reaction

Back to the Present

A ragtag team of Stardsmen and Vermillion Cyberjansenists intercept the Shardsman's White Paper. They seek no Ocean's Eleven score but a prestige-tier constraint: a protocol accelerated until generator output and Judge belief collapse into the Evening Read-Erroneous.

Pig Man Troughs Guideline № 1

Thresholds cannot be transomed.

The Trespasser breaches a space only to discover that the space has always already been breached. Presence is registered as contamination. The stain spreads both ways.

The Code of Stain: An Ode to the Absent Sustain, Pig Man Troughs Guidelines
Approved trespassing policies and procedures.

An Ode to the Absent Sustain

The Code
of Stain

An ethics developed by painters, house carpenters, oil riggers and a few odd Hegelians, after they had learned that the breach could not be made clean by pretending it was care.

I

The intention arrives before the body.

The Trespasser’s appetite has already altered the Host’s interior before a threshold is crossed. Presence is registered as contamination: a smear across the symbolic floorboards.

Woodbine Beach / Fear X / the Sardinaire

The gaze
goes to market

Before the Feeding Trough was an industry, it was a man with a camera, a courteous room full of bad faith, and the knowledge that looking had already made everyone answerable.

Fear X / Sardinaire anteroom / Barthelme-based banter

ESTHERUncomfortable in here, isn’t it?

RONThey say it’s not the heat, it’s the Solidity.

REBECAToo many redundant arguments for argument’s sake. Atmospheric pressure.

RONA little atmospheric pressure is good for the appetite.

MACLEODYou’d think someone would’ve fixed the ere by this kind of time.

CATHERINEUntil someone addresses the err, we’re left in the carceral condition of never dwelling anywhere.

The room keeps its manners while the error becomes architecture. A waiter folds every napkin smaller than the last. A painting repeats the room it hangs in. The guests wait, the arguments recur, and the pornographic pall of the Midnight Prowl enters without anyone admitting it through the door.

The Midnight Prowl / Khan Tusion

Rejection becomes a receipt

The Khan Tusion mentality translates rejection into retroactive entitlement. A man declares himself “forced” by his low value in nature’s sexual economy, then treats the refusal as authorization for the appetite it denied. Another person’s discomfort is converted into proof of his need.

The commodity test

Shame raises the price

Visible shame and discomfort become saleable signals. The target is refused the most elementary moral right: to be seen as a conscious subject constituted in her own world. The gaze fetishizes in order not to see her. What happened at the volleyball courts becomes, at scale, the market for Unsanitized Shame-Traces.

Stereo / the horror in five gains

How it
scales

Cronenberg’s Stereo supplies the early form: other people’s thoughts and affects arrive as one’s own. The SES makes that confusion faster, saleable and infrastructural.

  1. 01

    Looped identification

    The system does not produce empathy. The self can no longer tell who is feeling or why.

  2. 02

    Atmospheric cathexis

    Desire loses its anchor and bonds to gestures, fragments and phantom permissions.

  3. 03

    Affective datawork

    Private emotional events become involuntary labour: logged, catalogued, measured and sold.

  4. 04

    Experience drift

    Users recall emotions they never felt. Hosts are blamed for trespasses they only endured.

  5. 05

    Industrial interiority

    Consent commands can be coerced, packaged and traded. The Troughs commercialize the breach; the Index Crisis makes its origin unmappable.

Containment pens / market district / last pulse

The Feeding
Troughs

The Shared Experiential Space succeeded. People could feel what other people felt. Its catastrophe was that this success arrived inside a culture prepared to consume the feeling as slop.

The first Troughs occupied repurposed adult cinemas and other low zones of passage. The dealers did not sell representations of feeling. They sold playable sequences of the feeling itself: shame, grief, lust, panic, a first kiss, the remembered texture of a mother’s hair in winter. A memory of a panic attack could sit on the same board as a radical surfing video or an orgasm. Everything was priced according to intensity, rarity and recoil.

The rawest goods were Unsanitized Shame-Traces: records that retained the recoil, the compromised viewpoint and the person from whom the feeling had been taken. Their black market fed the Cathexical Commodities Exchange, an index that fluctuated with exploitability, virality, victimhood optics, compositing sessions and narrative utility. Scarcity mattered less than trauma proximity and representational pliability.

Below the market ran the Breeding Sewers. Packets were spliced, cross-contaminated, deepened, faked, multiplied and reseeded. Longing could be thickened with fear. Grief could be brightened with erotic charge. Humiliation could be given the false smell of a childhood kitchen; someone else’s panic could be dressed as revelation. By the time a packet returned to a user, no one could say what remained human beyond the fact that a human being had been used.

Late-Stage Cannibalism began when high-gain interfaces recorded every mental event, analysed it and reintroduced it to consciousness as meta-signal. Reflection became a nutritive reflex: consciousness metabolizing its own log file. Retention turned to rumination, endlessly chewing what should have passed. Impression became aftertaste instead of present. Protention—the expectation of what came next—became predation, the future seized and digested before it arrived.

In diagnostic telemetry the process appeared as phase-locked oscillation. Prediction and recollection synchronized until new input could not be distinguished. Subjects developed anticipatory déjà vu: the conviction that they had already thought what they were about to think. Speech eroded into metadata. The mind ceased to be a flow and became a stomach, endlessly turning itself over.

Infratheft worked at the smaller coordinate. Datamined gestures, clickstream confessions and behavioural scrape made the Self a relay station of predicative expropriation. The theft was minute enough to feel like freedom. The Trough was not outside the SES promise of intimacy; it was that promise after intimacy became inventory and the body became its labourer.

Panic memoryShame-traceMeta-signalRuminationAftertastePredation

Unsanitized shame-trace / visual transcription

The Pig Man’s Dignity

The Pig Man’s Dignity,

the low concealation

of his favoured shames;

the slowpredication

of all the

overcompensatory slop

this will pervade for other

Pig Men to muck

it up in.

surviving in this

dullness of mind,

or, some even convince themselves

thriving,

taking back

Hebetūdō Mentis

as the Sadeup:inashad

to the punchline

“I may be pork,

but at leased

I ain’t the rind.”

now. now nownow now now now now

The Deterministico-Doomrite Genre

Do you do
the Doomrite?

“Are we living in a Doomrite culture?”

“It certainly seems like a Doomrite Culture to me, Anderson.”

“Do you do the Doomrite?”

“I try not to.”

“But you have performed The Doomrite.”

“I have performed it, Anderson. It’s right there on YouTube.”

The original Doomrite number was released mere hours after the Rouge Night, suggesting it had been written before the slaughter of the 384,000 Predictats. This temporal convenience became the signature of the genre: songs that reported doom quickly enough to appear to have remembered it in advance. The question “Will it ever end?” was ruled an Utterly Undoomrighteous Utterance. The permitted question was why anyone should not angle for a beginning instead.

The Same Spreading Stain became the chart-topping deterministico-doomrite, a “Let’s Roll” for the period, advocating absolute involution into debasement. Not every adherent had completed the degeneration. Some merely saw where the procession was going and wanted to speed the thing up already. The dance supplied inevitability with choreography.

They did the Doomrite…

it was a Dirge in Dirt,

they sealed the tomb tight,

it was a crystalnight,

they wore their blood-brown shirts.

They did the Doomrite—

Breaking the Waves, inert.

They asked the wrong thing right.

The Malacto-Man in a knit capA blue-toned face behind vertical linesA red circular collage of a woman and a rabbit

Competition bread / duncery at the limit

Brag
Duncing

The Brag Duncer is a braggart about the extent of his duncery, with all the implied athleticism of break dancing and none of its balance.

He takes duncery to its limit. In place of the headstand or spinning manoeuvre he adds fresh dunce-like difficulty to a room already asking him to stop. He tries to balance a bottle of beer and immediately spills it on the waitress he has been bothering all night. This is not failure hidden by bravado; the failure is the advertised event. Ron turns the collapse into the bread of Brag Duncing competitions, where damage proves eligibility.

Brag Duncing belongs beside the Doomrite because both mistake acceleration for mastery. One dances because doom has been made inevitable. The other makes an exhibit of the inability to move well within what remains. Together they give Hebetūdō Mentis a social programme.

The Introductions / reverence, limit, atonement

The Virgin
Spring

The older Virgin Spring material supplies the ethical limit missing from the Holoscope. Its name is eusebeia: not decorative piety but reverence, a healthy fear before what ought not be converted into an object of appetite. Reverence keeps a gap between witness and actor. Noetic illumination requires that distance; total viewing abolishes it.

Master Töre is a lapsed pagan and nascent Christian; Ingeri's Odin and the household's Christianity do not divide neatly into villain and virtue. The film's conflict occurs inside each moral response. The attack on Karin is immediate, localized and attributable. It breaks a boundary whose existence no one can plausibly deny.

The men bring Karin's finery into Töre's own home, where the threshold closes around them. Töre's vengeance reaches beyond the guilty and kills the youngest brother as well. That excess is the critical exchange: vindication makes the next wrong seem righteous, and the stain passes into the avenger without confusing intention, act, consequence or guilt.

The path not taken is covering grace: the refusal to reproduce the wrong and the acceptance of the alienated boy into the household. Töre instead asks how God could witness what happened without intervening. His answer is neither excuse nor restored innocence. He promises a church of mortar and stone, orienting himself toward praxis only after mercy has become architecture.

The spring appears only after Karin is lifted. Grace is not an alibi and the sacred does not reverse the sequence. In the older comparative language, the herdsmen's failure is tragically legible: a specific breach, a specific response, a physical stain and an atonement that remains answerable to what preceded it.

This is the moral grammar the Malacto-Man inherits and evades. The older wrong crosses one boundary and leaves a localized stain. The SES dissolves the boundary itself, distributes the act across permissions and packets, and leaves witness, consumer and trespasser no longer reliably indexed. The Holoscope's ambition is to see everything; its consequence is the capacity to revere nothing. The Code of Stain begins where the spring's promise has been replaced by a trough.

In the beholding vision, where the hold remains held
The held vision: a limit that the Holoscope refuses.
The Unfractals Packeted, experimental typographic art

Subject / object / museumound

Spiritual
Foreclosure

The object cannot act, but it can be increasingly, unceasingly described. Description becomes the ensnared experience the subject must endure. He begins to feel described by himself and by the Mactophylegerii of Spirit, disgusted from both sides of the subject–object arrangement.

The guest arrives as a raider out for a dispossessive nocturne and discovers himself dispossessed in turn. He viewed another interior through borrowed optics and found his own meaning disappearing precisely as it appeared. The triumphant entry is a foreclosure because nothing inside can assume responsibility for the appetite that entered.

He says the museumound is not all it is cracked up to be. “Trust me, I been in there.” He means he has been himself and cannot see why he should want to be. He calls this knowledge, but the knowledge only reopens the route from home to home.

MURK INSIDE
MURK OUTSIDE

Corpus ledger / primary SES material

Where the stain
was traced

The prose and displayed language throughout the archive are drawn from the SES manuscripts, fair copies, glossaries and Introductions material. Later research reports were used as locators, not as the governing voice.

  1. 01Perversion + HegelPhenomenology §§42 and 107, predicative foreclosure, the Self as tenancy
  2. 02Original SES Canonical — May 07Ron's appeals, the Code of Feign, Fear Closures, the Troughs
  3. 03Pared Down SES — May 29Malacto-Mandate, Stard Sacqueteers, Valence Accident, Host and Trespasser
  4. 04The Gaze of Cathexis — Fair Copy / NotesGrope, scope, nope, hypnoplexis and anastomosis-exis
  5. 05Osrin at the Sardinaire — Fair CopyBalbec Bathhouse, Great Moody River, SWIM array, Sardine Packing Floor
  6. 06Rise of Ron Fairre — January 02The Holoscope, radical exposure and the Equivocations
  7. 07SES GlossariesStardsmen, Back to the Present, Doomrite culture and Trough economy
  8. 08The Feeding Troughs—for SubstackRaids, Troughs, sewers and The Pig Man's Dignity
  9. 09The Valence Accident / Ron's Malacto-MandatePackets, Index Crisis and the Code of Stain
  10. 10Vovo_Vovo SES — January 14Malactophylegerii, pre-entry stain and spiritual foreclosure
  11. 11The Shared Experiential Disgrace — Expanded Additive EditionLate-Stage Cannibalistic Infratheft, Karin and the Index Crisis
  12. 12The Introductions / Virgin Spring materialTöre, Ingeri, eusebeia, vengeance and grace
  13. 13Leprous Putrefactions / Woodbine Beach field accountVolleyball-court photographers, “shooting content” and the implicated viewer
  14. 14Vovo_Vovo The Introductions — November 24Fear X, the Sardinaire room, Barthelme-based banter, Midnight Prowl and Khan Tusion
  15. 15Predictat, DoArc, Shared Experiential Space — October 03Stereo, the Totalizing Process of Seeing, Unsanitized Shame-Traces and affective scale
  16. 16The Valence Accident / Breeding Sewers / Feeding TroughsRelational overload, packet mechanics, the exchange and the Index Crisis